its not easy.... its not hard.... its extreame...... dont ask.... dont question.....
endurance is needed..... a heart full with love is needed...... help me......
control of the mind is easy.... but control of the heart is something that is impossible... joy filled my heart tonite..... im trying to think..... suddenly i feel like im moving in 1st gear....... i dunno how to react to all this..... im over joyed yet i dunno what i should do with this joy that i have now....
BUT IM HAPPY ^^