Thursday, March 18, 2010

A First Kiss

i always wondered what a first kiss would feel like.... today..... was a day that will nvr forget..... march 19 2010 at around 1pm... i had my first kiss from the 1 and only woman i will ever kiss in my life......

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

Today

my time today with my com is almost up.... im blogging abt today becz... today... was such a great day.....

there are so many momments today that i will treasure... it was a happy day... for me ^^... i was so confused..... my mind.... i felt like nth....

they say a man can nvr survive without a women... i bliv in that.... she was there for me... she was ALWAYS there for me.... shes there whens she not needed... shes there when she is needed.... how bleessed i am to have such a woman to share my life with...

i dont noe what i would do without her.... i love you baby....

then came the night..... im not gonna post it here cz i already posted it in my previous post... so...... good bye for now..... enjoy

A starry night to remember

Such a night..... she was more than a man could ever dream for.... just by her mere touchin words... my heart could treamble....

it was nearing 11pm... the stars were such a beauty.... her beauty could not be compared to anything in this universe... but then again....

at that momment i really felt like dying... dying of love sickness..... havin to be so far away from her..... havin to not be abel to hear her voice... or kiss her lipssss.... the pressence of her was all that wanted.....


the next time there is a night like this... i wont let you out of my sight

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

im worthless

why... why do i feel so worthless... these feelings in my mind.. i feel like i dont deserve you,

confused,angry,sad, or just all mixed up together

im so useless

Friday, March 5, 2010

i love you dear. so so much
i noe i make mistakes,but forgive me and rejoice in our greats.
i love you i love you. such earthly words are the least i can say
we're one in so many ways, we are great, we are kind,our love is divine
if you were here with me now these words wont be said
I LOVE YOU !

Always

The day you were born, the whole world was blessed
These thoughts in my mind to you I must confess

The time has come for me to express my true feelings
You are the center of my thoughts and the essence of my being

What you have brought me I never thought I could procure
The gift of comfort, with you I am secure

For you have lifted me up from a life filled with sorrow
And made me realize there is always a better tomorrow

It amazes me how someone can make me feel this way
i love you more and more with each passing day

You brighten my days and lift my spirits
I have felt this for so long and now want you to hear it

So you may know the place you hold in my heart
You are always with me even when we're apart

I truly believe what we have is meant to be
Just open your heart and soon you shall see

What I am willing to do to keep a smile on your face
Just know that I'm here and will be always

yo!!!!! im back!!!

woohoo!!!!.... after what seem to be nearly 2 weeks of.. well inactive blogging..... chirssy perez has come back to mummble ant his life... i'll try to make this post as interesting and creative as possible ... cz ryte now im acutally KINDA lazy xD....

hmmm hmmmmm lemmy think.... what happen in the last 2 weeks.... OH yeah.... sports day..... lost bla bla hot day, hot chris, sun burn etc...... hmm worship led my church FOR THE VERY FIRST TIME.... great experience =D...... practice was kinda hard for me to sing.... especially when my leader said that i was the most important in ALOT of songs.... haha as flattering as that soundsssss. its no fun at all xD......... hmmmm and not to forget my bros BURFDAY!.....
almost forgot until i rmbered it in the afternoon! man im such a bad bro.... but on the other hand... what are bros for?! xD xD xD

went for a church outing... the place was OK gua.... really natural thats what i can say... had alot of feelings stuck in my mind that time..... going thru stuff that some of you may noe in the future....... the journey there was just loong and tiring... a certain person kept coming up in my mind.... when i reached there... still couldnt stop thinking abt her..... to be honest i always think abt this person dont ask why.... the place and time really put me into the mood of poetry... inspration came from all corners amazingly.... looking back to that time i think that was my my best poem yet..... lololol ANYWAY!.... back to my trip! ahem!...... the water stream there was cold.... it made me think thrice whether to go in..... before that there were snacks big breakfasts.... ppl brought their food from the own individual homes.... apparently it was nice.....

but as or now..... nth much really happened..... i feeling like things are coming apart..... and to make things worst exam are coming this tues...... IM EXTREAMLY SORRY IF MY BLOG BORES YOU.... im just not good at telling jokes..... or i guess im just scared it will be lame...... OH YES.... forgot 1 thing!.... i got a new wallet!..... hahaha.... i love it... and i love the giver xD....... thank you! xD....... as for now thats all for my grandaddy stories..... and errrm oh..... yeah... here are some pics.... plsss enjoy! ^^


the waterfall stream!!!!.... didnt have good lighting at my position xpanother stream gua?Good looking shoot by a good looking photographer xD
my snack....joe enjoying his waterfall-side meal....MY bros BURFDAY cake!... it was really yummy... srslythese are just photos of my dog... erm well as you can see... we had nth better to do xD... got 4 dif pics you be the judge on which is better ^^
i found this interesting picture while i was browsing thru my phone.... haha.... lovely ^^